viata pe paine

Pentru mine viata contine proteine...carbohidratii sunt doar o forma de hibernare si caloriile sunt forme de impacare cu situatiile reale. Viata are cele mai multe proteine. Cine vrea sa traiasca trebuie sa se obisnuiasca cu gustul! Viata mea are dieta ei proprie si chiar daca deseori incerc sa tin regim...ea isi urmeaza cursul ei si include in meniu alimentele ei. Are gusturi proprii, separate de ale mele...dar care culmea coincid....
"Am I right side up...or upside down?"
Doesn't matter just as long as life treats me well...with all it's goodies.
Totul a pornit de la un cantec...il ascult , oriunde, oricand si mereu imi calmeaza firea si ma face sa accept mai usor proteinele chiar si atunci cand am altceva in meniu ;)

ma intreb...

...ma intreb...pe firul vietii drept ...de ce si cand am folosit eu samponul gresit...si s-a despicat firul?
Ma intreb de ce trebuie totul sa se complice si sa se nasca mii de ite?
Ma intreb de ce nu-ti poti gasi linistea cand esti singur cu tine...si nu-ti vorbeste nimeni...
Ma intreb de ce, in viata, cea mai promitatoare parte din zi incepe in fiecare dimineata...

Am multe intrebari pe zi...mi le administrez ca pe pastile al caror efect nu am nicodata timp sa-l resimt. Eu as vrea sa cred ca-mi fac bine...dar nu am de unde sa stiu!
Atatea intrebari isi asteapta atatea raspunsuri sau poate raspunsurile sunt deja acolo asteptand doar sa intrebe cineva de ele...

Eu continui sa ma intreb si de fiecare data cand voi descoperi un raspuns ma voi simti cumva mai aproape de mine...de linistea dimineatii...de linistea pe care mi-o dai...de linistea pe care sper sa pot sa mi-o ofer singura ...la un moment dat. Oare viata inceteaza atunci cand toate intrebarile isi gasesc raspuns...sau de abia atunci incepe?

I have eternity...sleeping next to me

If you asked me one year ago...
I thought "from here to eternity" was a long way to go
And I'd never thought I'd get there
That place where I would finally feel at ease with myself and all my faulty components
That place where it wouldn't really matter if I died one day
Because I lived enough to know it was going to happen some day
And all would still be...OK

If you ask me today
I would say I touch eternity every time I'm close to you
And I get lost in every single part of you
That eternity is not a place, but a person
And it's not a looong period of time, but a moment in time
because I lived long enough to know you
And I know everything is ok

If you ask me tomorrow
It doesn't matter

Mindscape

Today I woke up with an yearning
To reconcile my black with my white side
So I dressed up like a mime

I didn't like the birds singing
Their monotonous song.
Today I carried the music inside

I loved the sun shining in my eyes
And so I opened my soul wide
'Cose if no one else can,
The sun will surely find my brite side

I felt the need to clean the floors.
Just let too much dirt in
through all my open doors.

Got my mop
And started to clean,
But my mind was elsewhere

And my thoughts were interrupted by a sunbeam!
It broke through the ceiling and entered my room
And eversince I saw it...
my minimalistic world's in bloom



I have been blessed with sanity and yet I deny it
On a daily basis
Like yoghurt or apples or anything else that's good for me


Like birds singing
Like my black and my white side...

...and like that tear I keep at the corner of my eye
Thinking someday, someway the world might suffer from draught
And my last tear would be their saving thought!